AUTHOR: Bia Lombardi
DATE: 8/19/2005 11:58:00 pm
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"It would be easy to say I would fight for you, or steal or lie; I have a great deal of that desire to use myself to the hilt, and where, for men, fighting is a cause, for women, fighting is for men. In a crisis, it is easy to say: I will arise and be with thee. But what I would do too is the hardest thing for me, with my absurd streak of idealism and perfectionism: I do believe I would sit around with you and feed you and wait with you through all the necessary realms of tables and kingdoms of chairs and cabbage for those fantastic few moments when we are angels, and we are growing angels and when we together make the world love itself and incandesce. I would sit around and read and write and brush my teeth, knowing in you there were the seeds of an angel, my kind of angel, with fire and swords and blazing power. Why is it I find out so slowly what women are made for? It comes nudging and urging in me like tulips bulbs in april." - S.P.
Sabe qual e o problema no fundo? O problema e que eu me tornei uma pessoa severamente cetica em relacao ao sentimento amoroso alheio. Eu explico. Eu nao acredito mais em palavras ditas, escritas ou sussurradas por ninguem. O cidadao pode estar com a melhor intencao possivel em relacao a mim, mas eu SEMPRE vou achar "that he's just saying that because he's my F-R-I-E-N-D or is trying to shag me, ahahah" I don't buy words anymore...I just buy actions. And so far no one has done absolutely NOTHING to show me REAL interest. Actions, is the only thing that I'll buy from a guy now on.
Tudo o que e somente dito virou demonstracao de amizade e respeito. O que nao e de todo ruim, nao? O fato e que palavras viraram simplesmente palavras. As vezes as meninas ficam: Bia, presta atencao, parece que rola um interesse , nao? E eu respondo na maior facilidade: "Vcs devem ter perdido o juizo. Fulano is just trying to be nice..." E como se eu nao merecesse...
Provavelmente a unica maneira d'eu acreditar em palavras seria se o cara me pegasse pelos bracos e me chacoalhasse bem forte gritando que gosta de mim na frente de uma multidao. Ai sim talvez eu pensasse: "Ta ai...se ele foi capaz de pagar esse mico agindo como louco,talvez as palavras tenham algum significado." Se nao, forget about it.
And NEVER this Depache Mode's song has made more sense to me than nowadays. Tanto que voltou a ser meu ringtone favorito berrando alto no celular...
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Words like violence, breaks the silence Come crashing in, into my little world Painful to me, pierce right through me Can't you understand, oh my little girl? All I ever wanted, all I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken, to be broken Feelings are intense, words are trivious Pleasures remain, so does the pain Words are meaninless and forgetable All I ever wanted, all I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm
E vcs sabiam que pessoas que vivem sozinhas tem uma espectativa de vida 8 ANOS MENORRRR do que aquelas que vivem com alguem? Eight fucking years!!! That's too many years to lose in my opinion, don't you think? May I consider getting a dog ? Ahaha, mas serio. Tirando esse "pequeno" detalhe, a vida ta boaaa, obrigada. Estava pensando esses dias. Eu passo os dias fazendo as tres coisas que me dao mais prazer na vida (nao necessariamente nesta ordem e ok, falta uma ahaha, but nevermind): lendo, cantando e escrevendo. Quantas pessoas podem bater no peito e dizer serem completamente felizes com o estilo de vida que levam? Pouquissimas eu garanto. Eu nao tenho que fazer NA-DA de que eu nao goste, nem por obrigacao. Tudo anda extremamente prazeroso. Nao tenho que aguentar pessoas que nao gosto ou situacoes que nao sejam confortaveis. Ruim, nao? E nem adianta vir com olho gordo, mesmo que incoscientemente, ehehe. Ja diz o Claudio sabiamente: "Existem pessoas MACUMBAVEIS e so. Se vc esta forte na cabeca, no harm will be done to you." And God, how I believe in that! --------
